A Tear for Fear

First of the year.

I’m trying my best to cope with something that I’ve been going through lately, so I guess I’m sorry, self, for starting the year (and the decade) with a sad piece.

The Worst Separation Anxiety

The Worst Separation Anxiety | Claudine Faylogna

Calming the Storm

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The night fell and the stars shone bright

But the air was too cold and something wasn’t right,

A bridge fell down, I couldn’t cross

I’m stuck with a feeling that something’s lost;

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I tried to look for it at the clouds in the sky

But it started raining as the heavens cry,

And the voices grew louder, a deafening sound

I screamed in silence until I felt found;

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My demons, you tamed, my storm, you calmed,

Keeping me in a cage of freedom for the damned,

Your warmth is peace, I cannot deny,

In your walls, I can soar so high.

Believing

You made me see

A flawless beauty ~

A reason to see the sunshine,

To taste another glass of wine.

 

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The Beauty of Struggling and Overcoming Plights

Just a few weeks ago, maybe around mid-April until before May ended, I was in a state of not knowing what had been happening with me.

I didn’t want to eat, I didn’t want to do anything, nothing seemed to excite me, I didn’t want to go out with people, I couldn’t laugh with my boyfriend no matter how hard he tried to lift my spirit up, I cried every night with no particular reason while trying my best to not be heard by anyone, and all other things that just made me feel like the best thing to do was just end things.

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